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In a way, I regret that I didn't go. But...Wednesday is Spanish class. Thursday is the armpit of the week, when I'm exhausted, frustrated, and unable to handle characterization, more often than not. (This week, I managed to short myself on sleep Wednesday night, so Thursday was even more abominable than usual.)
It's an awful time to schedule stuff, if you want me to be there, but it appears to work for everyone else pretty well - I seem to see a lot of stuff on Thursdays, while all I want to do is sit there and chat OOCly.
I regret not going, because most everyone seems to have enjoyed it very much. And then I remember how much I hate chaotic, large group scenes; I find them confusing, disorienting, and frustrating. Usually, the way they wear me down completely overwhelms any pleasure in fun poses or whatnot; reading the logs after may be fun, but the scenes generally make me want a several-day vacation from the whole matter!
So why, exactly, I wish I could have been there, I am really not sure. Heh. It's nice to know everyone else had fun, though; and the cat probably ran away from all the chaos and noise, or something. I'll have to get her out and roleplay her this weekend before Rainbow decides I've vanished entire.
And if I'd been there, I don't think I'd be up to that. As it is, if this works the way it usually does, everyone will be a bit hyper after that, and if they haven't taken off for Weekend Things, roleplay will be a real possibility, even.
It's an awful time to schedule stuff, if you want me to be there, but it appears to work for everyone else pretty well - I seem to see a lot of stuff on Thursdays, while all I want to do is sit there and chat OOCly.
I regret not going, because most everyone seems to have enjoyed it very much. And then I remember how much I hate chaotic, large group scenes; I find them confusing, disorienting, and frustrating. Usually, the way they wear me down completely overwhelms any pleasure in fun poses or whatnot; reading the logs after may be fun, but the scenes generally make me want a several-day vacation from the whole matter!
So why, exactly, I wish I could have been there, I am really not sure. Heh. It's nice to know everyone else had fun, though; and the cat probably ran away from all the chaos and noise, or something. I'll have to get her out and roleplay her this weekend before Rainbow decides I've vanished entire.
And if I'd been there, I don't think I'd be up to that. As it is, if this works the way it usually does, everyone will be a bit hyper after that, and if they haven't taken off for Weekend Things, roleplay will be a real possibility, even.
