Off to work shortly. I am not fond of the semi-nightmares, I'm really not. (For those who don't know me well already, I don't normally have nightmares at all - my brain either avoids them, or turns them into something else - at least that I remember.) These days I have a mish-mash, usually involving paperwork, telling someone else about my parents' deaths, trying to find them and not being able to, etc., etc. I know there was another variety last night but I woke from it in the middle of the night and went back to sleep and I don't remember the details any longer.
I don't wake in a panic; they just hurt. And of course my mind will toss things out as I wake that I actually do need to remember, valid to-do items, so those hang around and greet me on final waking. What a lousy way to wake up, really.... Not every night, just some of them. Perhaps if I get some of these to-do items to-done, it will stop.
For now, it's time for me to jot a couple more notes and head to work.
I don't wake in a panic; they just hurt. And of course my mind will toss things out as I wake that I actually do need to remember, valid to-do items, so those hang around and greet me on final waking. What a lousy way to wake up, really.... Not every night, just some of them. Perhaps if I get some of these to-do items to-done, it will stop.
For now, it's time for me to jot a couple more notes and head to work.
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